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By RORI and POP-CULTURE! No Comments

Ok, l just wanna say JC Chasez was FKIN hot! And the the best one from NSYNC. His solo album was very over-looked and underrated. I love this video that captures the early 2000’s so well. I mean, Tara Reed, need I say more…

TROLL (1986) was one of my childhood favourites. I can’t tell you how many times I rewatched the dubbed VHS recording my dad made me of it for me. And this musical scene was one of the highlights of the film for me! Admittedly a hard film to re-watch now but the sentiment remains.

 

FLEX UPDATE to fill you in on my behaviour of late.

By ASK ROGAN 4 Comments

Last year I mentally and emotionally hit rock bottom. My depression took over, the first time since I was a teenager. Depression can affect people in many different ways. To explain what it does to me, it immobilises my motivation and drive. For anything. I don’t want to die, but I can’t bring myself to live. I started meds last year for both depression and ADHD – which I had been very dangerously self medicating myself on meth to function. With massive help from my mum and my boy friend, @alexander_interrupted I managed to bring myself back to the daily grind of life and get my visa for Spain and my first home in 9 years.

Unfortunately this year has been really tough to find peace and allow myself to enjoy it. The relocation was not easy and is still dragging on. My depression, though not as intense keeps coming and going in patches. And I have accumulated a series of fucked up events that makes it hard to be optimistic. Then I go get a fkin puppy, who is fkin amazing! And the best dog ever! But realistically bad timing.

So if I haven’t responded to your DM, it’s because I haven’t opened them in months. I don’t remember what a sex app looks like? And I have not been keeping up with content on any of my platforms. I’m lucky if I get to the gym once a week! Aleluya for muscle memory! I think it’ll take the rest of this year for me to sort all the shit out but I am going to try and be present, post, create, occasionally still fuck! I’m gonna give the meds a real chance to do what they’re supposed to. And as they say there’s no such thing as a functional user, I am attempting to make decisions that keep me sober.

And I’m going to learn Spanish! anyone know a school or tutor that specialises in special needs students? Seriously, if Pumkin can get Caroline I can get this language.

GOONIES NEVER SAY CUM!

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“Gooning, at its most basic definition, means acting completely uninhibited while you masturbate, seemingly losing yourself in the moment and going cross-eyed, often without orgasming at the end.”

Not to be mistaken with edging. SO what’s the difference? Well, as always I am going to tell you my take on these perverted matters as the definitions vary and change depending who you talk to or what you read. For me the stark difference between Edging, and Gooning, is when you Edge, you purposely stop yourself or someone else from reaching complete orgasim, and when you Goon, you FKIN wanna cum more than anything in the world at that moment but have lost yourself in a mental and physical state where you can’t. Add to that you are either so stubborn or so horny to blow you literally lose what ever dignity you may have thought you had to begin with and allow the primal sexual animal in you to take over. Thats why a lot of the time it’s described by guys pulling weird faces, or going into a kind of trance.

As a vehement control freak I don’t go into any silly trance’s or lose my self. BUT! I do however become very animalistic and zone onto many of my fetish’s, fantasies or general turn ons to get me to the finish line. Often I will flex like a mad man or get intensely verbal.

There is MANY clips of me goofing on my Only Shit as 99% of my content is solo and allows me to post all the random and crazy uber-sexualised self abuse I do myself on a daily basis. But I decided to post this Goon clip on here because it looks so FKIN GOOD! I’m calling it my ode to Aliens Goon film. (I just really got off the way I lit myself. And got off on myself.) I hope you do and I am sorry for the huge amount of time you had to wait for this months 1st clip. I will post about that too.

Check out GOONING at my XXX page now.

MORE ASS!

By MUSCLE WORSHIP, XXX No Comments

Lately I have been getting a lot of ass requests. Especially ass hole requests. There was a time in my life when I felt very awkward to do any kind of ass content. It was during a period of time when I was trying to figure out who and what I was? And I was still young enough to care about peoples opinions about me and to think I had to fit into all the stupid labels and tribes and catagories people who aren’t comfortable with every one just being have to create. I was transitioning into a DOM TOP so I didnt want to jiggle my ass! Show my ass hole! And I wouldn’t be caught dead wearing any feminine, which includes thongs.

THANK FUCK THAT WAS A PASSING PHASE! Some things remain with me. I don’t want your dick or finger up me. I just don’t physically enjoy either. But I am more than happy to spread my crack and show you my hole, esp if your face is about to be shoved into it!

The problem I am finding is filming or photographing me ass in a way that I think looks hot. I obviously can take the class in cock selfies but I just don’t have the same confidence or experience when it comes to deploying my ass hole. BUT I am working on it!

Check out the rest of the above at my XXX page in JACKED PAPI WORSHIP.