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the FARM part three DOMINATION

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If I was a graphic novel this is what I would be and what I would be doing! Written by AZZA. Edited by Rogan Richards. (Now I just need an artist who wants to draw this series into novels!)

WITH eight of his newly bred and broken muscle sons, Beast had amassed a group of horned up, thick bodied, animalistic monsters to start his conquest to breed and skull fuck the world into submission. They were going to fuck everything that lived and breathed, turning everything that caught the sent off their musk, into them.

Beast smiled as he walked into the barn, all the boys had clearly been enjoying each other as they fought amongst themselves to become the favoured of their Muscle Sire. Evidence of their cum fuelled orgies where evident everywhere by the abundance of cum, spit and bodily juices in massive pools on the floor. Scratches and broken barn equipment was strewn all over the place. As he surveyed this all with a proud grunt, Beast saw his current favoured pig, Jordan, in the process of humiliating and dominating Nathan by sitting on his face and forcing Nathan to breathe the only way that was left to him, by inhaling the raw musk of Jordan’s juiced up asshole.

With a satisfying pop Jordan stood up off Nathan’s face allowing drool and snot to run down the humiliated subs face. With streams of spit leaking out of Jordan’s hole, he hauled his now limp toy onto his lap and forced Nathan’s still slowly growing muscle hole straight onto the biggest, thickest cock ever to grace the Farm. Second only to the Beast himself and his steeds. The Beast had said Jordan’s cock was a cunt ruiner! After having drank the Beasts milk and seed for so long, nothing much was left of the original teenage body builder, now there was only a hulking, twitching, muscle pig that lived only to rape and breed to his Master´s will.

As Nathan’s hole stretched wider and wider to accommodate the throbbing slab of veiny meat being forced inside him, his eyes rolled back, and he began to pant like a bitch in heat. Nathan’s pecks had started to come up nicely the Beast noticed, but they could do with a bit of pumping up. A forced engorging to make the swole muscle pups nips look even more juicer and tasty. Taking a set of nipple pumps from a nearby locker the Beast used a mix of his own thick musky precum and spit to lube up the base of the cylinders for better suction, then attached them to his pup’s nipples. The resulting suction proved to be just what Nathan needed to push the over-stimulated pup over the edge, and while Jordan continued to plough away relentlessly into his cunt, Nathan’s own cock sprayed a fountain of pure white hot jizz all over himself and poured in such volumes out the tip of his cock that it flowed over his balls and ran down to soak Jordan’s own impressive nut sack.

Looking at Jordan pant and grunt as he force-fucked the now half-conscious Nathan, using the smaller pig as a flesh lite, the Beast smiled and walked over to feed Jordan his favourite thing, unfiltered raw Beast seed.

Beast had already been back in the house, cock pumped attached and absentmindedly finger fucking one of the new muscle sons bred previously when he had heard the wrestling of Nathan and Jordan, so as he walked over to feed the almighty dark dick to his favoured pig it was by that stage so pumped up it was godlike.

The pumping that had been done to Beasts cock had made what was already a cock made to subjugate the world into submission, into something even grander, more veined and swollen and as it was forced into Jordan’s panting mouth and pushed all the way down his throat and directly into his stomach, Jordan was lucky his jaw didn’t break apart. The Beasts knob was literally sitting in Jordan’s stomach acid and the sting felt so good to the Beast that he took Jordan’s throat in both hands and started to jerk himself off through Jordan’s bulging neck.

Grunting and gaging as he was force fed Beasts cock Jordan’s own pumping into Nathan began to speed up. Each shuddering impact of the Beast´s cock thrusting into his mouth would shudder through his body and make Jordan’s cock push so far into Nathan’s guts, the boy was fucked into oblivion. With one massive aggressive joint shove the Beast and Jordan came in total unison. Gallons of the most potent cumload emptied into Jordan’s now distended and swollen belly and his load simultaneously impregnated Nathan.

Pulling the pumps off Nathan’s now red raw and engorged nipples, the Beast couldn’t help himself but have a little suckle on those sweet tender muscle pup tities, holding Nathan in one massive hand and sucking with a long bull tongue on his son’s tits, with the other hand he patted Jordan’s swollen belly and gave his good pig a head scratch. After a while of this he put Nathan down next to Jordan and walked outside, his big dark cock already twitching as though ready again and sensing new cunts to rape and impregnate.

Almost like a compass the Beast looked down at his twitching cock and noticed it kept twitching and would throb harder over towards where the horses where stabled, like any horned-up muscle god he followed where his cock lead. With the twitching now turning into a full-on erection that was almost painful the Beast rounded the corner of the stables to find the brothers, Liam and Noah, eagerly slurping and drooling over the two-foot-long cock of the Beast´s prize stallion. Both brothers suckled on the precum pouring out of the big black stallion´s dick with such hunger that the horse whined in a mix of pain and arousal. Smelling the strong stink and pungency of the Beast´s cock, even over that of the musky horse cock in their mouths, the muscle brothers looked up with hungry grunts as their master approached.

With Beasts fully engorged cock now taking their full attention, both immediately set to work slobbering and spitting all over the Beasts cock. Noah going down to lick both heavy seed filled balls while Liam gaged and choked down the now fully flowing stream of thick ropey precum gushing out of Beasts piss slit. While his cock was worshiped and worked over the Beast brought both his pigs into a position where he could finger rape their holes nice and wide. Noting that another of the stallions in the yard had trotted over, clearly attracted by the scent of all this testosterone, the Beast pulled his massive fingers out of them both in unison, resulting in their ass juice pouring out of the brothers forming a puddle around their feet. The stallions immediately responded, both rearing up and mouthing the cum hungry brothers. With a grunt and a moan from both the older and the younger brother, the stallions started thrusting deep into their piggy muscle guts, each stallion´s cock could easily tear up these roided-up boy´s insides but both brothers took it without even stopping their mouth worshiping of Beast cock. The brothers knew how best to milk their Muscle God, tracing their tongues over the bloody filled veins in his cock, biting firmly on his balls to make them produce just that bit more cum in response.

Having had his pecks worked over earlier in the day Beast took each of the horses’ reigns in his hands and guided their chomping slobbering mouths onto his massively engorged nipples, both horses found their way naturally to suckle on the trickle off the god milk leaking out of those big dark mutated nipples. Pushed out of the slits between the nipples flesh and the oversized metal rods he used as nipple bars.

The darker stallion was the first to show signs of impending climax, with its muscles and flanks visibly growing whilst being fed God milk its whole body twitched violently, as it started to climax the throbbing cock trashed inside the younger brother Noah and started shaking his insides, each twitch sending a spasm through the teen muscle pig until finally the dark stallion unloaded burning hot horse cum into the deepest part of him. With a sloppy pop Noah came off the steed’s cock, coming up for a gasp of air as the cum flooded his insides, filled to the brim he limply slid to the ground on his haunches. Sitting there is a daze, drool leaking from his mouth and with a swollen cum filled belly his own cock spontaneously erupted with a load that shot up and onto the Beasts heaving chest, splattering the hungry horses as they continued to suckle.

Liam meanwhile was moaning and grunting with the effort of taking the horse cock so far in him it reached the Beasts own cock that was now sliding so far down the pig’s throat. The tough older brother was now speared from end to end by two of the biggest cocks in existence. He gurgled and grunted with each impact. His stallion was about to reach its climax too, as Noah’s horse had done, the same happened to Liam’s and cum flooded Liam’s body. The Beast´s warm cock sheath was now stimulating his cock so much that when both horses gave a satisfying bite, their teeth clamping down on the flesh against the metal bars of the Beast´s nipples, it instantly brought him to climax and he howled into the night, emptying his god seed into the already stuffed muscle sub Liam.

With that much cum in his system Liam’s body was transformed, Beast´s load intertwined with the crazed stallions flooded into his very muscles. Biceps swelled, calf muscles grew and tightened and veins all over his body throbbed visibly under the skin as the mix of animal-God seed went to work pumping his body to the limits. Thick black hair suddenly sprouted over Liam´s huge bulging pecs, a thick line of the same running all the way down his spine to collect at his ass crack. His eyes bloodshot and his body writhing on the ground as it swelled and grew ridiculously big. Beast watched as his pup grew into something very new, something that none of the other boys had become, not even Jordan. Another Apex Predator, a Hunter.

This new, more jacked up, meaner Liam slowly got up off the ground, shoulders heaving and muscles bulging. Sweat drenched him from head to toe. Even before Liam could look up the Beast could smell the other alpha´s defiance and even though he had just had his cock drained twice it instantly stood rock hard and throbbing harder than ever. Precum already oozing out of the end of it. The Beast had waited a long time for this. Liam looked up directly into the Beasts eyes, teeth bared, his own massive pulsating cock sticking up rock hard, and the challenge was made.

Hearing this commotion outside, Jordan and the other muscle pigs came round the corner to see Beast and Liam circling each other, both flexing and unflexing, beating meaty fists on even meatier tits. Jordan and Nathan both could smell something over the usual musk spraying off the two who were about to fight, something more primitive and violent. It was only thanks to a shift in the wind that they both smelled Noah just outside of the circle the two had made, still panting from the stallion rape and swollen with horse seed, the youngest muscle pup lay there half dazed.

Jordan and Nathan came over and started suckling on Noah´s tits while they watched the Beast and Liam. Noah being the youngest of the muscle breeders his peck udders had the sweetest milk and both Nathan and Jordan took a tit each to drink from. Like popcorn at the movies, they looked on, they all knew it was unheard of to challenge the Beast. But then it was unheard of for one of them to transform as significantly as Liam had, now the biggest male in the farm after the Beast. Liam may have felt resentment if he didn’t feel so turned on.

The two alphas had stopped circling one another and walked to face off one another. Their throbbing cocks almost slamming into the others. Massive veins pumping blood into their colossal muscles. Starting down their thick necks that had become one with their traps and bulging shoulders. Their biceps almost popping out of their skin, fists clenched so hard the blood had all but drained out of their fists. Massive wide tits breathing heavy and pushed up and out to display how immense and broad they were. And on either side of their enormous rock-hard cocks that pulsated thick precum were their mammoth vascular legs. The thick hair that covered their bodies dripping with testosterone. Liam was still not as big as the Beast but big enough to hurt him if he knew how. But this would not be a match of skill. Both alpha´s knew this was purely a match of primal animal strength and Liam made the first punch.

Swinging a massive fist right into the side of Beasts head. The Beast took the blow and drove his own fist into Liam’s guts. Winded Liam backed off to catch his breath, but Beast was having none of that, with a massive hand he grabbed a fist full of Liam’s new mane and drove another punch into his guts.

This time Liam was prepared and flexed his abs to take the blow, he didn’t back away but instead, stood up straight and returned a punch into the Beast´s gut. This evoked a satisfying tight grin out of the Beast who smashed Liam back in the guts. Liam grimaced, he knew he couldn´t win this stand off and swung a low blow and punched the Beast in his huge balls. Bellowing the Beast released Liam but instead of retreating he grabbed Liam´s large balls in his hand and squeezed down. Liam cried into the night and instinctively grabbed the Beats sack and clenched down hard. They were eye to eye now, foreheads pressed hard against the others, spitting into one another’s mouths with every breath they took, their engorged cocks smashed dup against the others like two prehistoric anacondas. This time the Beast knew this challenge was even, his balls already sore from all the breeding couldn’t take much more of Liam´s iron grip. He back handed him, sending the challenger spinning away.

Beast looked down at his aching and swollen balls and grunted, despite the pain, both of them were getting large, swelling quickly with all the fighting and punishment they were taking. With the God distracted Liam took a running charge right into Beast´s chest and with his newfound strength even managed to drive the Beast back a few steps. In response Beast raised both hands in the air and brought them smashing down on Liam’s sweat glistening back driving him to the ground on all fours. With a hooking motion the Beast rammed four fingers into the upstart´s cunt with one hand and with his other hand shoved into the boy´s mouth he heaved him over his head.

The Beast held Liam there, suspended in the air by his asshole and gaping mouth, face down so Liam´s enormous cock dangled down to slap the Beast in the face. With a wicked grin the Beast took all of Liam’s veined cock into his big bull mouth. His massive bovine tongue swirling it around in his mouth, Liam´s balls pressed up against the Beasts nostrils he savoured the mixed flavour and stink of precum and muscle sweat. Then slowly he began to bite down. Liam instinctively punched the Beast in the head but that only made the Beast´s teeth tighten down on the boys oversized pulsating cock. Half choked cries and pleading noses exploded from Liam’s mouth as what his sire could do to him finally dawned on Liam. If the Beast had bitten any harder, his cock would be swallowed whole. Knowing full submission and supplication was all that was left to do, Liam finally gave in, with a whine he went limp.

The Beast felt the urge to fight leave his challenger and that in turn made the Beast´s cock and muscles slacken. His alpha role reinforced, he tossed the now properly broken in Liam to the ground with a thud. To make the submission total and to mark Liam properly as his sub the Beast stood over the panting pup, teeth marks still vivid on Liam´s now flaccid cock, with a toe he pushed his head around and made him suck it. Then forcing his mouth wider, he pulled his toe out of Liam’s mouth and aimed his thick meat slab of a dick at Liam’s open mouth and emptied a long hot stream of piss right into it, then all over his face and body.

Total submission was written all over Liam’s face, with his mouth now full and knowing that to waste any of the musky liquid in his mouth would earn him a swift beating, he drank. After the last few drops rained out of his piss slit the Beast leaned down close to Liam’s face, the stink of piss strong in his nose he looked Liam dead in the eye, forcing Liam to look away. Beast stood up beating his massive pecs and let out a satisfied howl heard for miles around. A bellow that was part challenge and part declaration. None could stand in the way of the Beast and his world subjugating cock.

Or was there…

Read The FARM part one HERE!

Read The FARM part two HERE!

Story by AZZA. Illustration by TBC

I WISH I WAS BORN DENISE RICHARDS

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A poem by Rogan Richards

I WISH I WAS BORN DENISE RICHARDS

Inspired by a Veronicas song, Born Bob Dylan.

 

 

If I don’t say anything, it’s wrong

If I say it, it doesn’t come out right

It’s been keeping me up all night

Half my life I’ve been told I’m wrong

So I had to stop self-hating myself

So I had to rebuild myself

If I shared all of me, would you run away?

Would I have to change my name

And write poetry to make you stay?

 

I wish I was born Denise Richards

The world is not enough to speak my feelings

I wish I stood up strong like Tammy

Would I be an alpha daddy?

Unafraid of the truth

Like a brave Starship Trooper

I didn’t know how it was gonna go

Even if the water was cold

Neve and I could be kings

And we’d be wild things

I wish I was born Denise Richards

 

They say either way you’ll win

As long as you agree with them

What is meant to be will be

But all their wisdom is filled with hate

I thought it would be easier if I was straight

A pretty girl like “Becky” Ann Leeman

I had to battle so many demons

And still make you like me

It was like being unseen

When I’m acting mean

‘Cause I was so depressed at fifteen

When I’m caught in between

I’m afraid

The real truth is eluding me

 

I wish I was born Denise Richards

The world is not enough to speak my feelings

I wish I stood up like Carmen Ibañez

Fought for what she says

Unafraid of the truth

Like a wishful Valentine

I didn’t know how it was gonna go

Even if the water was cold

Neve and I could be kings

And we’d be wild things

 

I wish I was born Denise Richards

 

Love has ripped me wide open at the seams

I’m not that tough

Wish you could hear the scared boy inside of me

But it’s not enough

Im so afraid ill fail

Even to this day

 

I wish I was born Denise Richards

the FARM part two

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a short story about bestial sexuality by AZZA. The sequel to THE FARM.

the FARM part two

The new farm is quite a step up from the last one. I had it especially built with the ability of the Beast in mind, designed for him to inseminate and mind break would be alphas, this place would become the new breeding ground for him I had decided.

On one wall we had stocks and pipes, all with large empty jars suspended next to them with hoses and mouth feeders. On the other where the pens, fresh hay all laid down and udder milkers all lined up.

Jordan was the first to be led into the new stalls, his shorter stature made his heavy swaying udders almost brush the ground and he came in, lead on a leash attached to a nose ring driven through his snorting nose, his biceps flexing as he took in the clean new smell of the place. He was led to his new pen and leashed to the wall, a pipe leaking pure raw protein was then turned on which he started suckling at immediately.

The next to be brought in was a toned young guy, blindfolded and whimpering he was stripped naked with a shock collar around his neck and a hood over his face. Being led on a leash he was taken past Jordan who turned and sniffed at him as he went past his pen and led into his own next to Jordan’s, where he was de-hooded and leashed to the wall. His nervous cries started to excite and arouse Jordan whose long heavy cock began to swell and leak pre-cum. A faint whiff of it reaching Nathan who freaked out and begged to be released.

Next came two guys, similarly hooded and collard as Nathan was, they were fighters though and they pulled and yanked at their leashes, to such an extent they were shocked via their collars to near black out. The muscles on their lean tight body’s straining as the electric current ripped through them. Seeing and smelling this, Jordan’s already engorged cock reached its peak, throbbing angry red as he gripped it and jerked himself off grunting like the muscle animal he was, one hand pumping away and with his other pinching hard on his nipples causing a spray of milk to hit the ground and splash onto the hoods of the struggling brothers.

Both ranting and raving they were led into their pens and forced down onto their knees where their hands were shackled to the floor with short metal chains, their legs locked into spreader bars, perfectly exposing their straight pink male holes and their limp frightened cocks, both where well-endowed but oddly the younger brother Noah seemed to have the fullest knob.

With the latest livestock unloaded and penned up for the night Jordan is placed under the milking pumps and hoses are attached to his massive milky pecks and he snorts in pleasure as he’s drained. After the Beast had seeded him and made him his favoured breeding stock, Jordan had enjoyed untold gallons of the god seed the Beast produced, making his body almost painfully swollen with muscle. As litre after litre of Jordan’s milk is pumped out and collected into the tank his leaking cock doesn’t go unattended either.

Another pump is placed on his raging hard red knob as his tong lolls out the side of his mouth and he grunts with a dumb pleasured grin. His muscles twitching involuntarily as his balls throb and pulse. Then with a sigh he collapses as the flood of his seed is sucked and pumped out of him. With his pec tits empty the udders are taken off and he’s fed some more protein before he lays himself down to rest, panting and content.

After a while of yelling and thrashing against their chains and leashes, the brothers, Noah and Liam finally quietened down. These two will be tricky to break but the method and means are there. Nathan is the next one that needs to be used and it’s decided it’s time that the Beast is shown his new, fresh and unseeded cunts. At a pen far down the end of the milking sheds is a big steel door, the slats to let in fresh air are opened and a strong stench of stale sweat pours through the holes and drowns the pens. Once this thick smell starts to settle the scent of new fuck holes wafts back into the Beats pen and Rogan’s nostrils flair as he sniffs the air and a brutal grin spreads wide across his face.

With the scent of Nathan in his nose Rogan stomps over to his pen and finds the boys lean dark teenage body just to his liking. Nathan quivers and whimpers as the Beast sniffs around Nathan’s hole. Without thinking Nathan kicks out at the titanic hulking mound of muscle-clad god beast, his soft foot bounces of Rogan’s chest and barley even registers as the Beast grabs a handful of the soft hair from the boy’s head dragging Nathan to a standing position. Nathan’s head reaches just shy of the middle of Beast’s chest, squarely in line with his two juicy nipples that are starting him in the face. With one hand fully enclosing Nathan’s head the boy is pushed onto a nipple, he struggles to resist at first, his whimpers muffled into a milk leaking nipple.

With the other hand, and uncharacteristically gentle of him, the Beast eases one thick finger, easily as big as Nathan’s own cock, up into the captured straight boy. There is a little resistance at first but after some teasing all the finger slides in. Nathan’s peachy brown boy ass is cupped in one massive hand with a finger deep in him and he can’t help but moan like a whore and yelp. With the yelp the Beast knows he has him and he forces Nathan’s gaping mouth harder onto the muscle milk leaking nipple the boy starts to suckle. Gradually his eyes glaze over, and he bounces unconsciously on the massive meaty finger inside him, drinking more and more milk until his smooth toned abs are now distended and his belly is swollen with muscle god milk.

With Nathan now mindless and suckling, Jordan is released from his own pen and comes around to face his alpha Rogan, the two muscle creatures greeting each other. The Beast pulls his boy cunt wet finger out of Nathan allowing him to flop to the ground, his milk filled belly swaying as he kneels there on all fours. The Beast turns round to greet his favoured breeding partner, Jordan who instinctively sinks to all fours and turns around, massive thick ass to Rogan showing off his clenching and unclenching hole, hands made into fists he shakes his thick ass for Beast to see.

Wasting no time and with the cock of godhood already throbbing, pulsating and veins throbbing for Jordan to see and savour the Beast grapples and pumps his cock so deep into Jordan’s guts that Jordan is forced to the ground winded, his pecks pushed hard into the ground. The Beast bites the back of Jordan’s neck to assert all the dominance and force of his power over his breeding stock, Jordan’s cunt squeezes on to the cock fucking his insides to pulp with pleasure and the Beast pumps the boy relentlessly, his muscles inflating even bigger as testosterone flows through them, working up a sweat for Jordan to lick off like the submissive cow he is.

Such is the smell of the raw sweat, muscle milk, ripe cock and pits and pre cum in the air the two brothers cocks unintentionally start to twitch, both of them look over at each other as the smell of the Beast and Jordan overwhelms them. Noah’s teen cock starts to swell and grow. “WTF?”, thinks Liam as he looks into his brothers frightened eye’s and realises his brother’s fear comes from seeing his older brother so turned on by his little brothers fear that his cock is already rock hard.

Jordan’s tight muscle hole flexing and un-flexing around Beast’s shaft was driving Rogan to more and more pleasure. With a thick meaty tongue lolling out the side of his mouth, holding himself up on his flexed arms, fists punched firmly into the ground to withstand the powerful smashes, Jordan had his whole muscle Demi-God flex on show. The huge cock inside him was sending his body into overdrive and his swaying peck tits sprayed milk in every direction, swaying under him and hitting the Beast’s now burning hot gargantuan balls. As Jordan’s peck milk ran down Beasts balls it was the final tease the alpha could take and with a guttural growl into his bitches’ ear, he unloads a flood of God-seed directly into Jordan’s stomach, at the same time Jordan’s still heavy muscle cock sprayed so hard it shot him in the face drenching his hard jawline and mouth.

Leaving Jordan’s cum filled body panting on the floor Rogan pads around to the brothers, trailing ropes of his potent muscle-God cum from his cock. The Beast stops and looks at the two brothers chained next to each other, the little one with a big swaying cock already drooling pre cum and the slightly bigger one fixated on looking at it, the Beast smirks and takes up position behind the older brother. Liam shakes and thrashes against his chains again making his tight muscle butt and body flex to the pleasure of the Beast. With an open-handed slap to the back of the head that leaves Liam stunned the Beast plunges his still cum soaked cock covered in Jordan’s ass juice into the tight waiting hole, a scream of pain as the cock, bigger and thicker than any horses pushes up into the virgin cunt, moving Liam’s insides to fit it.

Noah looks on as his brother is fucked into submission, the animal grunts of the Beast coinciding with the winded gasps and grunts coming from his older brother who he can see is slowly starting to black out as drool starts to leak from the side of his mouth as his eyes glaze over. Noah’s cock starts to twitch in time with each gut churning pump the Beast pushes into Liam and the Beast notices this and reaches over to pull Noah chains to drag his cock inches away from his mind broken older brother. Not even breaking his rhythm the Beast gives Noah’s chains one last pull and his teenage cock is forced into his older brother’s mouth.

The teens cock is surprising big as it throbs in Liam’s mouth, rivers of pre-cum flow down his older brother’s throat to add to the massive pool of it already formed from the overflow being pumped into him by the Beast. Liam’s belly has swollen with all those juices in him, and his nipples leak slowly as he’s filled. With a final grunt the Beast empty’s the inseminating load into the older brother. Now heavily impregnated by the Beast, Liam’s cock spurts a pathetic load onto the floor. Noah’s own load is painted all through his older brother’s throat and as he pulls his softening cock out the Beast stands over him. Ropes of the seed just unleashed into his older brother now drenching his tight body as Rogan sprays Noah with the last of his Godly spunk and the teen laps it of his own body, eyes glazed as the thick potent spooge alters his body and mind. He goes around and gets his older brother back up onto all fours and begins to suckle on his now enlarging nipples and gently caresses his cock.

Spent for the moment, Rogan stomps back to his pen stopping to taste some of Jordan’s milk before collapsing into a deep slumber on his back, with a Jordan milk moustache and body heat visibly radiating off his slowly deflating godly-monstrous cock…

Story by AZZA. Illustration by Anhes Art

 

 

 

 

FLUFF’S POEM the music

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Anyone who follows my Blog knows music plays a HUGE part in the soundtrack to my life. Fluffy used to always say he would know how I was feeling through the music I would play. Like most of the things I do, Fluff’s poem was filled with in-jokes and moments in our relationship, that though would read like a normal line in the poem, only he and I would know the true meaning. I also find songs spark my creativity, for example Between Two Worlds was playing when I started writing his poem and is heavily referenced. Also Janet Jackson’s Pleasure Principle was a big song in our relationship that represented one of our lowest and highest moments. It’s also my fav JJ song and subjected that poor boy to it repeatedly. And lastly I mention Hilary Duff, she has a lyric in her song Stranger which resonates greatly in how I try to approach my relationships and have blogged about before.

Why the fuck you wanna read or hear these song fuck knows, why do I share any or all the shit I do with you guys… I know some of you empathize with me, some of you like seeing this human side to the animal fuck hole destroyer and some of you probably don’t even read this shit and wait for the next cock pick or video. But anyway here are the 3 songs that was the soundtrack to that poem.

I’m sorry I couldn’t do this for you Fluff.

FLUFF’S POEM

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Of in the distance there’s a beautiful boy who’s broken

I am no longer the boy Tristan 

But I am not yet the man Rogan

I can finally write that poem you wanted when we were together 

Too late as always 

Too slow

When do I start paying attention 

All I know is I don’t know anything 

You challenged me to be a better man

You see things through your eyes no one else can

I saw this and it scared the fuck outta me

I knew this and I tried to allow it to make me 

The man you needed me to be

The man I wanted to be 

Is it easier that I cut you out 

Did I do you a favour 

Was I a lesson learnt

Will I be a fucked up memory 

A regret

A trigger 

A scar

Do you hate me now 

Have we fallen that far

Of in the distance a grown man is crying 

He’s not who he was and he’s not who he wants to be

Why couldn’t I write you a fucking poem

Pain inspires creativity

Or am I just repeating Skippy

Why did I struggle with honesty 

When I stand for truth

Why does this world make us so ashamed of who we are 

I don’t want to talk about it

It’s my first reaction

I never realised how much growing up had damaged me

Why did I hesitate to say I love you 

Why do I use distractions 

Is my career just an excuse for validations

I left us stranded between two worlds 

You left me with no other choice

The things you did were so fucked up and terrible 

The pain was so hard and unbearable

But still I want to find you and cuddle you 

I know you don’t have anyone 

And it kills me

I was older so I should have known better 

Why did I allow us to get so high

Even Hilary Duff couldn’t teach me 

Of what a relationship is meant to be

We were meant to be the cheeky girls

But you were right

I know

You know

I don’t know

No one knows

I wasn’t there to feature your insecurities 

You just wanted me to love you

I have never had the the purest joy and the cruelest pain

I never thought I would find another perfect man for me and fuck it up again

When did it become insane  

Why did you keep accusing me of those things 

Why did your mind turn you against me

I can’t defend myself from demons

It’s true we build our lives on fantasies 

I know you have the most beautiful eyes

I know you have the most genuine smile

I know your mind works differently to everyone else 

Its not a disability

People won’t understand you and that’s the crime

After all the pain we’ve been through 

After all you put me through 

You will always be my pleasure principle 

Of in the distance I wonder if a beautiful boy will read his poem

I’m not who I was and I don’t have a fucking clue where I’m going