I’m just gonna get in early with my end of the year – the year in review post – I can’t imagine anything exceptionally amazing happening between now and 2021. So let’s see what I can try and find that was released this year or that I discovered this year that I thought was KIKASS!

BEST FILMS.

I know this was released in 2015 but I only discovered it this year.

BEST SONGS

Another one that isn’t from this year but that I discoverd this year…

BEST BODYBUILDING INSPIRATIONS. (or guys I wanna drill)

As most of you know, like most people, I have had a shit year. Initially, covid/lockdown had no effect on me, and if anything had a positive effect with my website memberships tripling! But as time went on it was my relationship with the people around me that got strained to a breakable point. I have seen people very close to me drown into depression, suffer from mental illness, insomnia, and substance abuse. Even I haven’t been exempt from many of these horrible side-effects of COVID. The worst being the destruction of my relationship. I can happily say I have been able to reconnect with my boy and we are in the process of creating a positive relationship with the knowledge that we are not meant to be together right now. One of the worst things for me as I spend most of the year traveling is being grounded in one place and locked off from being able to be there for my friends who have needed support. I would say here’s to the end of 2020 and the hope of a better 2021 but as I find myself in yet another lockdown in the UK and this bloody nutant strand (that prob came from the influx of gay orgies here in the UK!) I can only see the beginning of 2021 getting worse.

So I will just say I hope where ever you are you can make the most of this XMAS and NYR. And you know you can rely on my website to keep being a KIKASS distraction for you!

They say everything happens for a reason, but I don’t believe that. I believe shit just happens for no rhyme or reason. Sometimes you create it directly or indirectly, sometimes it has nothing to do with you or what you do. It just FKIN happens.

Life is how we deal with it.