Stripped back with less edits or cuts you get to feel like you are in the room watching ROGAN show yet another sub why he’s the ultimate alpha top. Watch him seduce and conquer another fuck hole! The eighth film in the FUXELATE series.
So FKIN happy with my new ink by @PikaroTattoo – didn’t get my fingers done cause I couldn’t decide on what word/phrase. Doing them Monday! pic.twitter.com/mNP3sfMehC
— MUSCLE GORILLA RO-RI (@RoganRichards) June 5, 2021
After the last tat I got which I didn’t like it left me hesitant to trust an artist again. At the end of the day there really ins’t bad tattoo artists, there’s just the right one for you or the design you want to do. I chose the wrong person. BUT I recently met Pikaro Tattoo and spoke to him about inking over the tattoo I hate which he is designing something epic for and in the meantime asked him to do several smaller ones… Inc this wolf. The next two are my fingers and pec… Can’t FKIN wait!
Anyone who follows my Blog knows music plays a HUGE part in the soundtrack to my life. Fluffy used to always say he would know how I was feeling through the music I would play. Like most of the things I do, Fluff’s poem was filled with in-jokes and moments in our relationship, that though would read like a normal line in the poem, only he and I would know the true meaning. I also find songs spark my creativity, for example Between Two Worlds was playing when I started writing his poem and is heavily referenced. Also Janet Jackson’s Pleasure Principle was a big song in our relationship that represented one of our lowest and highest moments. It’s also my fav JJ song and subjected that poor boy to it repeatedly. And lastly I mention Hilary Duff, she has a lyric in her song Stranger which resonates greatly in how I try to approach my relationships and have blogged about before.
Why the fuck you wanna read or hear these song fuck knows, why do I share any or all the shit I do with you guys… I know some of you empathize with me, some of you like seeing this human side to the animal fuck hole destroyer and some of you probably don’t even read this shit and wait for the next cock pick or video. But anyway here are the 3 songs that was the soundtrack to that poem.
I’m sorry I couldn’t do this for you Fluff.
I need to do more stuff like this! I joined Meet Fighters to try and find like-minded blokes who are into what I am fight-sexual-wise. And if I was in the USA I would be filming stuff with sexy beast studs on a regular basis but so far I’ve found it hard to find guys where I’ve been that have the same fetish’s as me BUT that also are turned on by filming us doing them.
A poem by Rogan Richards
Of in the distance there’s a beautiful boy who’s broken
I am no longer the boy Tristan
But I am not yet the man Rogan
I can finally write that poem you wanted when we were together
Too late as always
Too slow
When do I start paying attention
All I know is I don’t know anything
You challenged me to be a better man
You see things through your eyes no one else can
I saw this and it scared the fuck outta me
I knew this and I tried to allow it to make me
The man you needed me to be
The man I wanted to be
Is it easier that I cut you out
Did I do you a favour
Was I a lesson learnt
Will I be a fucked up memory
A regret
A trigger
A scar
Do you hate me now
Have we fallen that far
Of in the distance a grown man is crying
He’s not who he was and he’s not who he wants to be
Why couldn’t I write you a fucking poem
Pain inspires creativity
Or am I just repeating Skippy
Why did I struggle with honesty
When I stand for truth
Why does this world make us so ashamed of who we are
I don’t want to talk about it
It’s my first reaction
I never realised how much growing up had damaged me
Why did I hesitate to say I love you
Why do I use distractions
Is my career just an excuse for validations
I left us stranded between two worlds
You left me with no other choice
The things you did were so fucked up and terrible
The pain was so hard and unbearable
But still I want to find you and cuddle you
I know you don’t have anyone
And it kills me
I was older so I should have known better
Why did I allow us to get so high
Even Hilary Duff couldn’t teach me
Of what a relationship is meant to be
We were meant to be the cheeky girls
But you were right
I know
You know
I don’t know
No one knows
I wasn’t there to feature your insecurities
You just wanted me to love you
I have never had the the purest joy and the cruelest pain
I never thought I would find another perfect man for me and fuck it up again
When did it become insane
Why did you keep accusing me of those things
Why did your mind turn you against me
I can’t defend myself from demons
It’s true we build our lives on fantasies
I know you have the most beautiful eyes
I know you have the most genuine smile
I know your mind works differently to everyone else
Its not a disability
People won’t understand you and that’s the crime
After all the pain we’ve been through
After all you put me through
You will always be my pleasure principle
Of in the distance I wonder if a beautiful boy will read his poem
I’m not who I was and I don’t have a fucking clue where I’m going
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