First came, Basement Bangers, then the muscle budging leather wearing, Pig Fuck part one. Try and imagine what my feet would smell like after fucking through those last 2 films, then watch me shove my toes up Sub Cunt in London´s nostrils as I slide my hand forearm deep up his already battered hole. And that’s all in the first minute! This is the last instalment in the dungeon fuck trilogy.
I received this message today in response to the post I made on Xmas eve. It totally changed my outlook and mind set about the NYR.
I wanted to also say a massive thank you to anyone who has taken the time to reach out and message me. I know that social media is a very doubled edged blade and for every positive or productive element it may bring into someone’s life it can equally be negative and destructive. It can portray a false reality and manipulate your perception of yourself and the world around you. But today I am thanking it for allowing a platform where people can message me. And going back to my Xmas post and the exchange I just posted, it can allow someone who may feel lonely or uncertain a sense of worth and purpose. You could argue the value of a message from a compete stranger but you can’t the intent when it’s obviously come from a good place. Hell even the blatant thirty messages can be enough to scare the insecurities and doubts away. Anyway, what I am ranting on about as I sit in my bedroom with my almost 1 year old Trash Racoon puppy who is determined to impregnate my left foot, and the scar of an abscess in my knee that was cut open and drained yesterday which tossed any activities for tonight out the door! … is I appreciate (the majority of) messages I get (some are are seriously retarded) and though I don’t have time to respond or even read them straight away I am grateful and it does fuel my ongoing crusade of, as @alexander_reconstructed put it, “World Domination!” Which really means living a happy life to the fullest and hopefully helping others to do so too.
HAPPY NYR!
THE NAUGHTIER THE BETTER!
If you are a member of my website or my Only Fans I feel very honoured to be getting you off during this festive season. And if you arent a member make sure you take advantage of the SALE that started yesterday! You’d be a Grinch not too!
It seems to get harder each year to get together a “Best Of” list of films that were released that year. So this year instead I will pay tribute to some of my all time favourite films. Ever since high school my family tradition was to celebrate Xmas on Xmas eve. We would always go to Xmas eve mass, then come home and open our presents. Eventually I rebelled against Catholicism and refused to go to mass so my parents and younger brother brother went to mass while I stayed home and watched my favourite film while I waited for their return. For most of my young life that film was, “The Lost Boys” until eventually t was replaced with “The Last Starfighter”.
This ritual of watching (one of) my favourite film on Xmas eve has become the only way I celebrate it. Preferably alone. This year, finding myself the father of a Trash Racoon Pomeranian, I was inspired to get in the spirit, get a tree and swap it with gifts for the mongrel. We started the fav movie marathon with “the Empire Strikes Back”
How camp is that trailer!
I followed this with Gremlins, as it is a Xmas movie and me and Alexander (Barbarian´s mum) have always said B looks like Stripe. And now that he has his BFF Lord Byron, the two of them are uncanny dead ringers for Gizmo and Strip!
“While everybody else is opening up their presents, they´re opening up their wrists.” I forgot how dark this film was. A very clever dark horror film disguised as a family Xmas film.
This time of year is the hardest and loneliest for many people. For anyone who has ever felt alone, desperate to feel wanted or belong to someone or something, as hard as it may be, try to accept you are not alone, all you have to do is pick up the phone and call a help line. It might not be the type of human interaction you dream of having but it may help you get through the day, week, month or year. And know that there are many other people feeling as alone and hurt as you. Even those people that you think have it all. I have had suicidal thoughts. And many times fantasied about my own death and found an emotional release imagining how the people in my life would react. Dont worry, I would never kill myself. I am way to stubborn for that. When I was suffered depression the worst as a teenager I created relationships with the characters in the novels I read, or the films I watched. Which was fuel to keep me going while they lasted and very hurtful when the book or film came to an end. Music also provided me with an escape, and that was one format that never had to come to an end. Find what works for you and keep fighting.
And if you are hurt and alone today, or suffer the loss of a father or someone close to you. I know how that feels and this message is from ME to YOU, “Merry FKIN Xmas” And if you need some company, have you seen how long this BLOG has been going for? I can be with you for the night!
Fuck, I better make my next fav film a bloody uplifting one one!
A quick nod to the 2 most watched films in this Xmas tradition of mine,
so the last film this eve is my all time favourite animation film…
MERRY XMAS!
