There’s this terrible idea that is installed in us at a young age to NOT love yourself. Don’t be too proud. Don’t celebrate your physical beauty. Being humble doesn’t mean not allowing yourself to think you are FKIN amazing it means don’t devalue what you have done in life to make yourself FKIN amazing. Loving yourself doesn’t mean you think you’re better than anyone else, it just means you think you are the best you can be. I have always spoken out against self shamming because I did that to myself when I was young. It gets a little more hard to navigate between the difference of self love and narcissism with the emphasis on commercially good looks that saturates social media.
Let’s have a look at me. I have made a career from my body. Anyone who takes a minute to look into who I am will soon see there’s a lot more to me than that, but most probably the first reason anyone takes note of me is because of my porn or bodybuilding or shameless pics on social media and online. But I didn’t create my body image to be globally loved , for me, my physical journey started because I needed to love myself. We wont drown in why looking like a massive, half beast half man, muscled God was the only way I could be happy with myself. There are a lot of underlying facts that play into my perception of body image and self confidence. But let’s skip the therapist’s chair, leave that for another post, and just know that I am the way I look and act because that was what made me confident and comfortable with myself and ultimately to love myself.
Afterwards I ended up being a sex worker, and one of the last Pornstars, till Only Fans killed them off, and online coach and bodybuilder. And yes, my entire career now revolves around my physical appearance. And I use my body to promote and sell my career, which is my brand, which is me. Now I don’t think Im better than anyone, I just think I am the FKIN best! And I am not ashamed or shy to use what I got to get what I want in life, both personally and professionally. It took me a very long time to get to this place and I am proud of who I am and what I have achieved. And I FKIN should be. And SO SHOULD YOU! Not be proud of me, I mean, feel free, but be proud of who you are and what you have achieved. Love yourself. It’s not a bad thing and if more people did love themselves they would spend way less time hating and bullying one another.
So here is yet another shameless sexual clip of me loving myself and getting you off…