This was meant to be a promo post for my RIPE USED GEAR you can purchase from my SHOP PAGE
But I would like to talk about how much I turn myself on and how healthy or unhealthy this self-lust is. Notice I didn’t say self-love as they are two completely different things. My journey to having to resort to watching myself in porn as the only way I can get to cum was a very long and difficult one. You could say I started at the polar opposite end of where I ended up. Shy, self shaming and afraid of life and terrified of my naked body and sex Tristan was a self-damaged young individual. So I have extra invested in the positive aspects of discovering who you are, accepting the things that you cant change and changing the things that you can, if needed. Being proud to be yourself and ultimately loving yourself.
There can be a fine line between vanity and positive self adulation. But if you were raised with family morals and got an education you have the tools to know the difference. I was one of the ones that had to change what I could to accept who I was. And in the process re-emerge the man you know today. I have learned that you cant please everyone, and as you only have once chance of every moment in this life, you need to please yourself. I also learned that no one can make you feel ashamed unless you already also feel ashamed. I created my body, my attitude and my life decisions so that I can be confident in myself. Later in life these things also were applied to my sexuality and then my career.
So yeah, I totally get off on myself and the fact that I get you off. And I am not ashamed of that fact in the slightest. And I truely believe if more people loved them selves they would find less time to hate on everyone else.
