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SPH (Small Penis Humiliation) is a fetish not to be mistaken with dick shamming. Any fetish I explore on my website is a mutual turn-on to me and the sub I am doing it with. This is not an option for me, as I only get turned on when I know I am turning on the sub I’m with. Like-minded to MACRO, MUSCLE WORSHIP or GROWTH FETISH I can get off on comparing a subs tiny cock putting it next to my massive monster cock! However, I do not glorify, endorse or will tolerate dick shamming or making another guy feel insecure by his dick size. Having suffered from dick shamming growing up and knowing the physiological effect t it can have. Be proud of the cock you have, tiny or huge and remember everyone has a different fetish and turn on so that our physical differences shouldn’t be shunned but should be celebrated.

My brother calls me and literally says, “So… Everyone in London thinks you’re gonna off yourself!” Followed closely with, “I’m thinking to myself did I miss the signs?” The bloody twat can make the most depressing wet rag laugh.

I know a lot of you will reach out with supportive words as you always have and have always been greatly appreciated, even the amount of you that have taken the time to message and offered your personal support. Please know that just making this post has helped me greatly. I am not someone who finds it easy to talk about my depression. And they say talking to someone is the best thing you can do but you are usually met with typical encouraging words of being of strong will and mind and all the things you know you should be but the depression is stopping you from being, so their words end up being condescending and repetitive and less than helpful. BUT for me, making this post and talking to you guys makes it manifest from my mind into reality and I am forced to stand up and fight it ‘cause now have an audience which wakes the warrior in me! Hey I never said my mind isn’t fucked up. I also wanted to tell you guys why I have been vacant from social media and why several pages at my website are down, namely the shop page, cam vids & cust vids, because I have not been in a state of mind to perform those tasks. For the first time since my battle wit depression as a teenager, my usual weapons against depression didn’t work, namely bodybuilding and fucking. (Head-case!) And for the first time I am using anti-depressants. And therapy. And have the most supportive family and friends support. And I have to make a call out to Luara who has been my sister in arms for the last several years and Alex who has been quintessential in finding me and pulling me out of that dark place. His patience and support have been very tested, I was literally Linda Blair’ing the fuck outta him as if he was my priest. I can’t thank him, my family and friends and you guys enough.

Watch this come-back…

SO it’s been a very long time since I had this comic. It was lost somewhere along that long life’s journey from eye-opening-discovering-teenage-puberty of yesterday to establishing fetish-sex-alpha-BEAST-GOD today! YOU could say I have come full circle ands become a Werewolf by Night! SO the edition of this comic, Werewolf By Night (When I saw Marvel had made a life action movie, I was certain it would in no way, shape or wolf represent the young adult porn material that it had been for me.)  THE edition I had was a larger and had more stories/topless fight scenes/porn material in it than this one that I managed to track down online via Gat’s Collectables for 55$! If you take a look at the edition you’d be lucky to find it cheaper than 600$ so when I saw it for 55 I thought it was a scam or a wet dream come true! Luckily for my massive ball sack it was the former!

SO, I’m sure if you’re a fan of mine, the fact that this comic was one of my major coming of, gay/muscle/pecs/fight/beast age would not be of great surprise. I don’t know where or how I discovered that male pecs were a MAJOR turn on for me. OR combined with muscular men fighting each other to est alpha dominance would inspire huge hard-on wank sessions for me! BUT this comic tapped into that very fetish. CUM on, the werewolf was buff (and hairy!) and he only fought guys who were (usually) buffer than him and in the process would always rip their top off to0 reveal their huge muscles, more specifically their thick huge pecs. THEN they would smash their muscle bound torsos up against the others during their physical display of dominance. I seriously deposited loads of… loads over these images in this comic!

I remember I had this, special, client.  Not retarded but not socially adjusted to what may or may not be proper behaviour or conduct when interacting with another man sexually. God knows if he played with women and what happened then? You can imagine the vast amount of situations I have found myself in and I generally can’t remember last month let alone last decade! But I do remember this kid have a really smelly cheesy cock. I mean, his cheese makes the cheese I have in this video look pathetic. You could have used a tea spoon on his dick. Now at the time a “cheesy dick” to me was not even considered a fetish it was purely bad hygiene and disgusting. No, I did not suck it, or come close to touching it.

Now I think back and wonder if it was in fact his lack of social etiquette or if he was a filthy fetish pig? It wouldn’t be till literally a decade later that I had a lover that was into dick cheese and open my mind to it as a fetish. Since that happened I have really gotten into achieving a cheesy cock and making a sub first sniff, then clean it with his mouth. Then taste it on his mouth when I kiss him straight after. I think I especially get off on it, ’cause its hard for me to smell anything. NO, my rank BO hasn’t burnt my nostrils numb, my nose was cauterised as a child to stop constant blood noses I would suffer from and since then I have a very weak to pretty non-existent sense of smell. BUT I can smell my cock when its cheesy! And it FKIN smells amazing.

The other attraction for me is how bloody hard it for me to get a cheesy dick due to the fact that I am sticking it in guys mouths and ass holes so often there’s no opportunity for it to accumulate. SO being home with Mamma Flex for family time and an over-due rest. Remember that sabatical I was taking in Dec last year. Well, it was far from it due to major trouble in paradise. So when I arrived back in Aust the day before. my Bday I was very happy to start a well welcomed rest – still ongoing. This down time allowed me to get as cheesy cock as you see in this little clip. (Also note my ball sack is normal sized as I have not been cock and ball pumping since being home!). And as I wasn’t planning to break my celibacy I had to do something with my cheesy cock, right?! I even surprised myself when I thought to eat my own cheese and wank off to it… But I got me off! I will however say it was disappointingly not as tasteful as it is stinky.